it's like this membrane sweep did nothing.. I'm not crampy anymore.
I've walked a ton! I've climbed stairs, I've done squats, I've bounced on my ball, I've danced, I just got done cleaning my house.. my last option is sex.. so I guess we will see how that goes.
I'm just ready to have my baby because they set an induction date for next week and I really don't want to be induced..😔
See she told me she was just checking my cervix first then she'd do the sweep.. well she tricked me and did everything all at once and I was just like "what the fuck was that lol" she just twisted her fingers real fast a couple of times, so it wasn't bad at all. I thought I was going to cry or something when it happened haha @babynumber2ontheway
sometimes they don't do anything unfortunately
@sarahwilliams, that's good to know. Knowing what they do during one seems like it would hurt 😩😂
No I was scared to death that it would, but it was so fast all I felt was pressure. it wasn't bad at all. @babynumber2ontheway
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I can't even get a membrane sweep because my cervix is high up and not dilated at all😩😩