When I finally pushed out Carter it was so scary because he was purple everywhere and not breathing at all. I was in so much shock I didn't know what was going on, but I do remember them giving him CPR under the warming lights beside me. Come to find out not only was my stubborn baby turned facing upwards but he also had his umbilical cord wrapped around his neck that was putting him under stress so he pooped. Talk about a scary moment, I was so scared I was going to lose my baby but he pulled through and God made a way! 💙🙏🏼
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbr...
Ugh (long)
So yesterday I heard my sister and her Bf fighting. To the point I had to yell downstairs to stop it. (I heard my sister yell something, Something banging on the wall, then her Bf yelling) so I yelled 'what is going on in my house?!' The Bf yelled back my sister tripped him and he hit his head and wouldn't let him leave. I yelled to let him go. So she did. Two hours later he came back(to get some of his stuff) and came upstairs to tell me he was moving out. Ok fine. Idc (personally I...
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄
Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, to...
I'm glad it was all good at the end I would of been scared