It's so heart breaking knowing your trying everything in your power to do better not only for yourself but your children but I just can't catch a break. In this economy with 2 children you need 2 incomes and I feel despot that I can't get a job to do more. Yes I get cash aid and food stamps but I don't want to be on it forever. And ALL my cash aid goes to paying rent so in the end I only have enough to pay my phone bill. And there are times when my daughter wants a small toy and I have to explain to her that mommy doesn't have money to buy you toys. Having to tell your 4 year old that kills me a little at a time. I want to be able to give my children a happy childhood but I can't afford to do it.