I absolutely adore being a mummy. But some days I do miss just being "me". I don't seem to be Sara anymore, I'm just Jessica's mummy. Does that make me sound bad? I hope not. #justsaying 😐
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So someone contacted me waiting me to watch her son four days a week for $150/wk. I had to tell her that even if someone worked for $10/hr it only pays for a day and a half in my opinion?
I mean maybe I’d do it for $300? But the $150 I just can’t see if being worth it to me
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm being induced. Baby has no heartbeat. I am numb and just want to die.
Is it just the military or are all women this hard to be friend?
Being fake and judemental is an understatement...
I just wish I could meet some down girls who just like to chill without all the hate butttt noooooo...
I feel you! It's almost as if I've lost my identity... I can never switch off from Mummy mode xx