if you ever want to talk feel free to message me!! I will do my best to respond quickly but I do have 2kids under 18months!! but please if you want I am always willing to help:)

@autumnrae, ....your words, oh my gosh. like, you are an inspiration. I needed to read this post, I didn't know if there was a time frame that could be considered 'too late' for it to be PPD either.

I know how you feel!!! It really helped me to take even just 5minutes and walk away to breath when I got really overwhelmed! And honestly a fed baby is what matters! It's okay to not breastfeed if it is adding to your stress! Babies still are happy with a bottle! My daughter was underweight and even lost weight to the point she was considered failing to thrive at 3months old and I felt like the biggest failure ever!! She spit up everything she ate even once we went to formula and the doctors treated me like I didn't feed my child!! It was awful!! once you start feeding him baby food try making your own sometimes! It made me feel so good about myself to see how much she liked it and know it was the best I could give her! and I see it says you have a 2 yr. old try having a dance party with her! Always makes me feel better! Turn on Pandora toddler dance radio and dance and pick up your toddler and spin her and kiss her and laugh! No matter how down I am that always makes me feel so much better Just remember your babies need you with them and love you more than anything!!!

@autumnrae, Everything you just described is literally exactly how I'm feeling. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'm always doing something wrong to someone. I'm so stressed, tired, overwhelmed and no I feel like my milk production is slowly decreasing and I'm losing my bond with my little man. 😖

@mamaash, I thought so too until I found out that he's drinking again. He's a completely different person when he drinks. He gets mean.

I got it for about a month with my first extremely bad! I'm thanking god I haven't gotten it this time around!!! I was at the point I felt like my family would be better off without me and I wasn't good enough and even would have breakdowns to where I couldn't handle it and debated just getting in the car and disappearing for a while alone while my baby was sleeping in her crib! I promise girl it will get better but it might get worse before it does!! Your amazing and an awesome mommy and That baby needs you and depends on you for his life! You created that beautiful baby and he needs and loves you more than you will know!!! It's amazing when they can start to express that and give you kisses!! You'll get there momma just hang on tight and get some help!

i thought you two were heading towards being really good. 🙇🏼

@autumnrae, thank you. I do need to talk to her during my next visit. It's getting really bad.

@chelsnicole, thanks girl. 💕

@mamaash, I can't do this anymore Ash. He doesn't deserve me and I'm finally starting to see it.

you okay Jess?!

Everything ok?! You've got me 🙋🏽😘

keep you head up momma your amazing!!! I don't think it's too late but see a doctor to get some help! and if you need an ear to vent to I'm hear just message me!

Not too late