My little burrito!! 2 week check up was yesterday. She is two weeks today!! Yay she's getting big. She gained 4oz in weight and 1/4 of an inch in height/length. She's a stubborn fighting machine💪🏼🍼👣🎀

She's doing amazing since getting discharged from the NICU. I did read over her papers from the hospital and I KNEW that my discharge and fluid was meconium stained. The first night I went to the hospital, contractions 10 minutes apart leaking a yellowing greening "substance" they never checked me. They it took Aaron 4 hours the next day to convince me to go to the hospital, contractions dropping me to the floor every minute to 30 seconds. My water broke the 2nd step off the porch. Also my little burrito was in fetal distress and IUGR-Intrauterine growth restriction where she pretty much stopped growing. She wasn't breathing after delivery they had to suction her and use the CPAP machine and oxygen. She was blue. I feel like a horrible mother thinking I did something wrong and not knowing until 2 weeks later what happened. I couldn't imagine if I lost her.

BUT THAT IS NOT THE CASE. she is here and alive and doing so amazingly wicked awesome. She pulled through and she's my miracle-this little 5lb 4oz girl is my everything. My inspiration to stay clean and sober. She is my world. And in couldn't feel more complete right now.

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