The 15 stitches and hemorrhoid is so worth it 💜 Aria is one week old and a day !!!💜👶🏽🙌🏾 just thought I would share my…

The 15 stitches and hemorrhoid is so worth it 💜 Aria is one week old and a day !!!💜👶🏽🙌🏾

just thought I would share my natural non medicated birth.

P.S. - I took these pictures 💖

5:30am Tuesday Morning I went in to deliver my princess. I was nervous as they hooked me to the machines and drew blood . At 6:30 pitocin was started to bring my contractions closer and stronger . At 7:30 he broke my water and I was almost 6 cm dilated contractions were strong but I couldn't really feel them. At 9:45 I was 8cm and getting uncomfortable . At 10:02 I was 9 cm and still just uncomfortable . soon after I felt like I needed to push so I called my nurse in only to be told I still had a little bit of cervix left and to not push yet so they rolled me onto my right side and held me in one position & at this point I really felt like giving up not being able to move really made it hurt worse. She gave me a oxygen mask because I couldn't breathe through the pain and stay still , I kept hitting my sister and ty on their arms for some reason it help getting over the urge to push & not being able to move ☺️ . I was cursing everyone out and screaming through the contractions trying to prevent myself from moving because I was ready for it to be over. Finally I calmed down and had 3 more contractions Then All of a sudden I couldn't stay still no longer ( it had intensified ) so I flipped over on all fours and told the nurse I had to push I couldn't do it anymore . She made me calm down with the mask and turn back around so she could check again then at 11:06 it was time to start pushing but first my doctor went ahead and gave me a episiotomy (cut) which I found myself not doing it right for a good min even my doctor said so . 😂. So I curled my chin in my chest and acted like I was pooping still not knowing what I was doing . Then I hear my boyfriend, sister and nurse say she has a lot of dark brown hair and that they needed at least one more good set of pushes . This last time I pushed with all my strength I had left and at 11:31am Aria Kai McGuire was born and I couldn't stop crying as Ty cut her cord and they laid her on my chest . It was the best feeling in the whole world to know I had birthed her Natural like I had planned to with the best support in the world.