I'm supposed to be happy. New moms are supposed to be happy, but I can't be. I look at myself and I just about throw up. I've never hated myself so much. Anyone else feel like this? I'm angry all the time. I don't leave my house because of how I look. what the hell is wrong with me.
Then just do your hair and make up! Feeling better starts with yourself. Do what makes you feel good even if its difficult. And always remember, you created life! There is nothing more wonderful than that. That fact alone makes you a wonderful person.
well my problem is, I don't fit into anything but sweat pants and a couple tank tops. it's hard to feel good. @lvna
It sounds silly but try your best to get up and get yourself ready for the day. Even if youre not going anywhere. Hair, make up, cute matching outfits. Its extremely difficult but it helped me a little. I felt better about myself and it also kept me occupied for a couple hours. I hope you find your peace 💕
Ppd is no joke, it can spiral out of control very fast, call your doctor please and get some help❤
And I hope you dont take it as I am treating your depression lightly. Ive overcome attempted suicide pre and postpartum depression/anxiety. I just know you can overcome this obstacle a stronger person. Mothers are some of the strongest people I know.