I'm pretty anxious for my doctors appointment today. I'm going to find out if I'm dilated or not and then we're discussing being induced Friday which I didn't find out until yesterday that I guess I get put on a waiting list... And whenever the hospital has a bed open, that's when I'll be delivering. Like wtf. That could be two weeks from now. And I know I'm going to be disappointed if I'm not dilated because that will just make me feel worse. I feel like I'm going to be pregnant until 42 weeks and then need a c section. 😖