I don't think I've ever been so upset. my husband was in jail for almost a year....and was sentenced to rehab in July. he was supposed to be "blackout" for 3 months, it's now been 4 months. they won't let us talk. how are we supposed to fix our marriage if we can't talk?! he called me just now, mind you, he will get in trouble if they find out, and I told him I can't do this anymore because my depression and anxiety are sky high. I feel like they're punishing me as well as him. he says he wants to go back to jail because we will at least see each other and be able to talk.
@taterbug486, it was, but it was bogus. he didn't do it. but, it did save him from overdosing so I'm grateful for that.
damn that must of been one hell of a charge. I'm so sorry you have to go through that. The justice system is so flawed.
@taterbug486, we were told 15 months, and then 18 months. he was supposed to be off blackout last month and he's still on blackout and he has no idea why.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Ladies let me ask y’all a question now there’s a guy I met off line I look up every person that normally I talk to and when I looked him up he got old things from 2014 and 2015 now when I looked I seen he been arrested numerous of times and he also have to protective orders for domestic violence. Now should I not talk to him and be Cautious because of it and leave it alone al togather or I shouldn’t worry because it’s the pass ?
I can definitely relate. I'm sorry:(