Accepting my third pregnancy has been a little tough. Considering my two first boys are from my current soon-to-be ex-husband and my new baby is from my current relationship the thing is my soon-to-be-ex-husband has been sleeping around with other women, friends of mine Neighbors and people like that basically our entire relationship. But he did let me know he hasn't been with anybody within the past year I'm very nervous, and I guess in a way ashamed that I'm having a baby by another man but this other man is like my soulmate he means the world to me we are absolutely perfect together but I guess my heart still feels like I'm betraying my soon-to-be-ex-husband even though he's been betraying me for almost 7 years currently my ex husband is in prison. He should be getting out here in the next 6 months I did inform him that I was seeing somebody his phone calls have stopped his letters have stopped I just feel very confused because I don't want to hurt his feelings but the thing is he's been hurting me for years. It's a very tough situation and I find myself very confused I gave him my heart and my love to find out I was being betrayed the entire time I had custody of his kids for years his kids are like my kids. I know I don't want to be with this man but I can't help but feel for my children my two little boys who now call my current boyfriend daddy because my kids are only three and one and they don't understand I'm trying not to be selfish but I'm trying to just be happy and my current relationship I'm extremely happy and I just feel like I did something wrong but he's a manipulator, my ex-husband, and I think that's what he wants me to feel like I can't get away but I need to. I don't need a man but I don't need to be in that other relationship I mean he's been lying to me for years along with the neighbor girl who currently moved back in with us right before he went to prison and he swore up and down he never did anything with her while I find out that he did he did with a lot of women.I find out its very tough very hard I don't think I'm wrong but I do feel a little embarrassed. I actually thought I was over reacting for years. I never thought this would happen to me....