i swear my body hates me. i can never have a normal healthy pregnancy!

with both my boys i had cholestasis where i was hospitalised for the last month and induced early. now ive just got a phonecall from my doctor to inform me not only do i have cholestasis AGAIN, but i also have gestational diabetes! there goes hoping id actually be able to experience going into labor myself and not need to be induced early. can never catch a break. 😢