when you and hubby start talking about maternity leave and you realize you cant afford it yet but it hurts to work. what do you do? guess I just got work through the pain as long as possible or until i go into labor at work. fuck life! its ridiculous. tired of me and husband always getting screwed over. wtf did we do so wrong to deserve a hard life. everyone keeps saying itll work out but it wont! so tired of being fucking broke financially, and our house being messed up, and our vehicle as well. so fed up! just want some relief. it sucks so much. i just wanna cry. think I will after hubby goes to work @ 9. i Just cant handle it anymore. i feel like an awful parent. i see everyone buying for their baby and we are struggling to pay bills we have. no help from no one. fuckin kill me already
@kiml7613, everything will work out for the best. Keep your head up high. Stay strong. Don't let this bring you down because their is alot of other things that could be worse. I worked till the day I was supposed to be due. I was over due by 2 days and had to be induced. I was working 45+hrs a week on my feet. It will all pay off in the end.
Go ahead and cry, then pick yourself up and move forward with determination! Mindset is everything! if you think you're not going to have better than you won't! If you change how you look @ things, things WILL get better!! sometimes you have to go thru rough times to get to better! I've been there, and better bc of it!
i know it will. i just dont see why no matter how hard we try we get any where.