venting. . .Ever feel under appreciated. . I sure have lately. . My husband is a firefigter/pastor/welder. I work 4 days a week at an insurance company. . our 2 yr old son seems like he would rather be with everyone but me lately. . I'm 33 weeks pregnant. . I work all day from 8-5 and last night we had a football game we went to and I hurt so bad after. I asked for a massage and I got a halfway one because he was tired. he's gone every 3rd day well he was off from the fd yesterday. I worked all day then the game and today they were haveing having a fundraiser from 9-1 then he goes back to the fd 2mrw. It's like he's not happy with me and i know that's not true because I know he loves me but sometimes I feel 2nd place to the fire department.
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oh i know i had a dad th at was a fire man and my hubbies been it but it seems lately he's idk
Aww I'm sure your 2 yr old loves you.I am a teacher for 2 yr olds and they are still developing and learning in life,and sometimes they're just funny little people lol.As for your husband,I'm sure he just loves his job and is dedicated and tired and he wants to help people,especially being a pastor.As a pastor,and a man of God in general,he is a head of the household and is in charge of taking care of the finances and be the protector of the family.He may not be remembering to give you attention from being so focused on everything else.I'm sure he loves you,as Jesus loves the church.Pray about it and give it to God.Also,talk to him about it,and also pray together.I hope it all gets better,and I know that God has good plans for you! Jeremiah 29:11
unfortunately that's a common problem with EMS and the fire department. it's very demanding. he loves you it just takes a lot out of him. I'm in EMS.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
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My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...
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So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
I know he means well it's just hard on me because I never get a break. I'm not trying to sound ugly but sometimes I need a break from everything my job my son just to have me time and I don't get it. So then I get overwhelmed and being a pastor's wife I really can't talk to alot of people about my problems. the pastor wife I do have to talk to i don't want her thinking I'm always a negative person but other then God and my hubby I don't have anyone I can talk to. so I'm a person that keeps a lot in until I just lose it and I feel like I'm almost there and I hate getting that way.