tmi... my vigina feels like its ripping open. my back is killing me. and my contractions are…

tmi... my vigina feels like its ripping open. my back is killing me. and my contractions are consistent and getting stronger just not enough to go to the hospital. I lost more of my mucus plug and right before I did I felt like a pop but I'm not leaking.. I'm getting to the point that I don't like being pregnant anymore and it makes me really sad..