every month I have to tell my husband I'm not pregnant, I see his face getting more and more sad, and it brakes my heart. he plays it off like its okay, but I've gotten to the point where I dont even want to ttc anymore. it's the same thing Everytime. Af comes, then goes. Ovulation comes then goes, the dreaded 2ww and we become hopeful and he kisses my belly Nd says " I know this time it worked" but then I take a pregnancy test and negitive. I tell him. and it's the same response. " there's always next month" but I don't want there to be a "next month" no one does. and it put a strain on a relationship. we're so young and yet I can't give him what he wants. we have a daughter already but he's missed out on so much. we lived apart while our daughter was growing and he hasnt really had the infant experience. plus were ready again we want another child. but I just don't see it happening for us. Sorry for the long post just don't have anyone else to talk to........