i feel so heart broken. im putting my baby in her play pen to sleep tonight and i feel so horrible i just want to snuggle up with her like i do every night but i want for her to get used to sleeping without me so that she will be comfortable sleeping in her room when she gets older. but i also miss sleeping however i want. co-sleeping with a 3 month old means that i sleep in a fixed position. i make excuses saying that she won't sleep thru the night with out me but when we first co-slept the first few nights shed wake up to eat like she normally did she sleeps all night now. im sure shell sleep all night without me.