these 6 weeks are gonna be straight torture, especially since i didn't tear and barely bleeding, like once that fully clears up what am i waiting for!?!! lol ...and he SO FINE 😩 . lawd help me!!
lol. That happened to someone I know they but waited the 6 and she got pregnant the first time. Her kids are born the same year lol.@vannah,
oh i am. not having no more babies!! 🙅🙅 can't wait to get my bc @madilynn16
Be careful you might get pregnant again. I know it is hard to wait.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
wow noooo lol i would be so upset @madilynn16