This past week has been a complete whirl wind of events and it has been almost impossible for me to keep everyone updated these past few days because recovery has not been easy. It is still unclear as to why everything happened the way it did, but I did have severe pre-eclampsia along with another condition that affected my heart and breathing. I had my first ride in an ambulance, my first hospital stay, my first major surgery, and my first little one! I would go through it all again and fight just as hard to make sure she is okay! Since having her they have removed 4 liters of fluid and I still have swelling! But the hardest thing is going to be leaving our sweet girl in the NICU tonight. Not being able to bring her home breaks my heart. Being able to hold her to my skin is the best feeling in the world. I fought for her, I recovered for her because she shows me what brave is all about! So thankful her daddy was there to show her love when they wouldn't let me out of bed. We are such a brave little family and I am so proud of us!! Kaydence Reona Lanford born August 27th via c section. 7lbs 5 ounces and 19.5 inches 35 was and 4 days, "mag baby". My entire world!
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
So this morning my fiancé and me went to my folks for Christmas. On our way there we had to stop at his ex fiancé house to drop off an ornament we found of hers when we were setting up our tree. I was upset because I really didn't want to see her especially on our first Christmas being engaged and our daughters first Christmas because she has been mean about me in the past. Now I come to find out that she has been asking him about our daughter and stuff like that. Do I have a right to be upset o...
I am so upset! Went for my 33 week checkup and they told me I have 2 stds! I have not been with anyone other than my sons dad and he says he has been faithful to me I have been crying all morning!
My August baby decided she wanted to be a May baby like her big sister. Madison Noelle was born on Tuesday, May 24 at 3:50pm, weighing 2lbs, 13oz and 14". She was born at 27 weeks and has a long road ahead of her. Every day she has been getting stronger and amazing everyone. Please keep us in your prayers, my family and I have a long road ahead of us. Congratulations to everyone and I wish you all wonderful pregnancies and deliveries! ??❤️
@chelsealou, yes ma'am. It's got to be a lot to process!