I fell like I can't do this. i have a 4 ur old and a 2 mo th old and I'm going crazy about not having a routine, not being able to stay up on laundry, and keeping the house clean, on top of working and taking my 3 yr old to preschool. plus my 2 month old cry more than he is happy. I'm on antidepressants and I just feel stressed all the time like it's not going to get better or easier! :/