I really do have a problem & it's hard for me to accept it. Loosing the guy I love little by little because idk how to control my attitude, my tone of voice, am never patient with him, always assuming he's doing things 😔 I don't want therapy but I do know I need help I cried my eyes out last night & just hugged him. But am back to doing the same thing today and everyday and I know he's tired of it because he's doing what he's supposed to do for our upcoming family & am slowly pushing him away. He hasn't left me yet but I feel lonely already cus he himself is distant with me now all because idk how to change & it hurts to see how selfish and unappreciative female I am. He deserves all the respect he can get because after all my shit he's still here because he loves me but how can he love someone like me & still have hope I'll change if I never do 😔 god I am so lost with myself am disappointed in myself and my actions, he's right what am I going to teach our child if I have no patience 😔 ..., 💔💔💔 I've done broke myself apart & my relationship..
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I have this thing now that while I'm upset before I react I try to ask myself "tiara is it that serious"'or "do you have to be this mad" and the thing with my bf is he knows I have a anger problem and he WANTS to help. So if I forget instead of reacting crazy back to me (which is hard to do) he'll ask babe why you yelling or relax and it helps me too. We've just started this after a very heated argument and it's been better. I've slipped but I'm trying. If he loves you and wants to be with you too he'll be patient with you. But if you show that you try and want to change.
Am considering therapy honestly & am going to look into it. But am glad you're doing better for yourself and you changed 💜 I hope am able to say the same soon that's all I want @carla.barbara97
It's been going on since before I got pregnant & it makes me feel so miserable with myself for treating someone like shit when they deserve everything. I say am going to change and I do for like a week and am back at it again like what is wrong with me?! 😔 I don't wanna loose him either. @belly1996
yeahh I understand mama @wandal24 it's really hard tbh I'm still a jealous type and I still have anger issues and I still hit walls when I get mad I understand you completely but we gotta meditate and breath it and out yoga helps as well but defiantly therapy helps I had to much help bc everytime I would get mad I didn't wanna hit no one i just ended up cutting my arm but thank God I've been changing thanks to my parents never leaving my side always being there for me specially now I'm having a baby we gotta change boo but don't worry your not the only one and I've prayed alot
No lie I cried my eyes out last night nd hugged my bd too! This pregnancy has definitely tested our relationship and I'm just like you. My attitude is crazy nd I yell all the time. But he also knows I'm working on it because I don't want to loose him
And sorry for that 😐 sometimes we do it when it's to late & I really don't wanna imagine that situation.. @carla.barbara97
I got therapy @wandal24 bc after our breakup I wanted to suicde myself and I was diagnosed with social anxiety bipoler and depression bc I didn't even wanna leave my house i wanted to be by my self I didn't wanna talk to no one i just wanted to eat and sleep ...
I want to & I have to I just don't know how to 😔 & I piss my own self off every time I can't control myself because I push him away every time I act up (basically everyday) it frustrates me so much @carla.barbara97
sadly no that was 2 years ago :( the guy that I lost my virginity to my first love :( @wandal24 make sure you control yourself ma u don't wanna end up losing him like I did with my ex I aint gunna lie I still miss him till this day 😔 that's why I probably don't even wanna be with another guy anymore
same here never hit me I just got really mad that I would punch him in front of anyone I didn't even care what people had to say and if they got in it as well they would gotten a punch by me as well 😧😧😧 ughh but lesson learned tho 😞
I've smacked him before myself just because I get angry & I start yelling at him. He's never layed a hand on me, I just don't know how to help myself change. @carla.barbara97
I lost my first love like that except I was violent so I broke his nose right in front of everyone my parents saw it we were in the streets I was a very jealous type and I had anger issues so I would just go ahead and hit him . I DEFINTITY LEARNED MY LESSON
thank u mama and of course always look for the help and I know you'll get out of that it takes time but you will ❤😚😚 I wish u the best est of luck and u could text me anytime @wandal24