It's getting closer to the date when I'm supposed to be having my son and while I'm sooo excited, I'm also officially beginning to freak. the fuck. out. I'm realizing that I've never really dealt with babies much, I've never ever changed a diaper, I'm scared shitless about this csection surgery AND recovery, and I'm having nightmares of all the worst possible things that can happen when I bring him home...I'm starting to get anxiety!