It's getting closer to the date when I'm supposed to be having my son and while I'm sooo excited, I'm also officially beginning to freak. the fuck. out. I'm realizing that I've never really dealt with babies much, I've never ever changed a diaper, I'm scared shitless about this csection surgery AND recovery, and I'm having nightmares of all the worst possible things that can happen when I bring him home...I'm starting to get anxiety!
@eegrnr its cool, totally natural to wanna be a good mom. but guess what - you already are 😇
@kambam I'm sure I will but I'm still spazzing out. I just don't wanna be acting a fool when he gets here since I don't know how to do much of anything! I think I'm putting too much pressure on myself to be a good mom
@snozzberries, lol see we're in the same boat! And thank you so are you ☺️ your due date is super close to my original one too, that's cool
@babyleon every time I try to relax I end up thinking of something else to freak out about 😫😭 lol but thank you I hope you're right
I hope you have some help for the first couple days at least! Im totally not a baby person but once you have your OWN its different. every moms baby and experience is unique to them. dont stress & just stay focused 😊
I have the same anxieties every now and then. I have zero baby experience, I held a baby for the first time last October ha that's the extent of my experience. But it'll be okay! I'm sure it won't be easy at times but it'll be okay. You're absolutely gorgeous by the way!
@kambam 😭😭😭😭😭 thank you!