Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

R there any high risk mothers out there? I've been feeling so alone lately, like it's only happening to me😔😔😔

Losing hope for our rainbow

So I'm 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I was at work last night and needed to use the the bathroom....tmi...when I looked down the toilet bowl was full of bloody water. When I wiped there was nothing. I've had no pain and more more bleeding since. I went to the er but there wasn't much they could do because I'm so early. They checked my levels (6140) and booked me in for an early scan on Friday. I feel like I've already lost the baby ? I don't know what to do

Tomorrow my OB is going to start checking my cervix. I've had it checked once when I was around 31 weeks cause I was having mild contractions. It hurt like a b****!!!

Really not looking forward to it like at all. Plus I've been extremely sore down there. At least let me get something out of it. I really REALLY don't want her to check me & im not dilated at all. Knowing me, I'll cry and I don't want to cry for nothing lmao. 😖😖

I have an appt to check my baby's growth and check my cervix today. I'm at risk for preterm labor and was wondering when they check my cervix through ultrasound if they can see if I'm dilated or anything like that?