ugh my grandparents are in town so they took me and my babies shopping .. normally I love shopping .... when its for my kids.. I haven't bought anything let alone clothes for my self in almost 3 years.(my grandma said I need nice clothes not big sloppy ones) which I kinda agreed with but once I started looking at clothes I legit almost broke down in tears.. I saw what size jeans and t-shirts I needed and I was almost in tears... I feel so fat and unattractive and just gross I need to start losing weight but its so hard!! anyone have any tips ? I have like no self control so staying away from the junk is gonna be really hard. I also can't afford a gym or anything like that.