During a late night feeding for Harlee, I realized a few things..I realized you can have everything you ever wanted and still be ungrateful. You don't have to outright show it..you just have to NOT show gratitude. Great house. Lovely dogs. Beautiful daughters, one of which I consider a miracle baby. Great car. Awesome husband. Good job. And even with these things..I'm upset about what I DON'T have..and yeah I'm ashamed of that fact but I realize it now..With that being said I think I need a break..My focus is all wrong and I need to get it together..