My son has the shittiest sleeping schedule! He gets up 8 times----8 fucking times a night to eat and…
My son has the shittiest sleeping schedule! He gets up 8 times----8 fucking times a night to eat and then is up and ready to go between 3 and 5 am. He barely naps during the day now. He's 7 months and it has been like this since day 1. And everyone wonders why I'm so "bitchy", "on edge", "sarcastic" - I tell my mom I'm starting to get my psychosis back , hallucinations both visual and audio. And when that happens I experience spiritual warfare so I have to stay strong in that aspect and take care of my child with no fucking help. I was on birth control when k got pregnant. My ex forced sex on me. I didn't want any nor kids. I love Gregory with all my heart but I'm starting to break after so long. I suffer mental Illness since I was 19 and I kno when I'm about to lose it. It's getting close. Sorry. Had to get that off my chest.
shakala·
Мама сына-младенца
Have you reached out for help ?
Steph·
Многодетная мама (5 детей)
@klove23, I see a therapist. She wants to admit me to a "hospital" for 5150 holds when I get real bad but nobody will watch my son for me so I can't go. It sucks because when I go in, it really helps me. My family just figures I'll suck it up and deal with it like I have EVERY OTHER THING in my life. I just wish my son would get on a normal sleep schedule.
Robbie·
Мама дочки (4 года), беременна (38 нед.)
Damn 😕 that's gotta be tough. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'd be happy to lend an ear. What all have you tried to get him on a sleep schedule?
shakala·
Мама сына-младенца
@sktraum, that's must be soo hard to deal with. I'm sorry your going through it honestly. And I know what it's like to suffer from mental illness and have people expect you to suck it up because you make it look easy when it's really not ! But I seen that you have an older daughter, she wouldn't be willing to watch him while you seek treatment? I know having him on a better schedule would help but for how long, you know? Getting that help you need would warrant much better results!
Steph·
Многодетная мама (5 детей)
Thanks @harleyquinn420 The only thing I know to do is keep him up during the day which he only takes 2 half hour naps a day and put him to bed later but none of that works.