welp...my sister is pregnant with baby #3. I'm not sad she is pregnant..I'm sad I'm still trying for #1. I'm so afraid now that the iui won't work. I feel like she probably stole my chance yet again. but I can't be bitter and reserved about it because it's okay. I hate that I'm pushed back into the self hating, pitying, depressed, jealous. envious....side of ttc.
we are just trying iui..but he brought up adoption. i always wanted to adopt later on when my babies were older. but idk if adoption will fufil my emptiness. but I will warm up to it as I did with iui
I know what you mean my sister just had her second baby Friday. it was a bitter sweet moment.