I didn't breastfeed with my first but I plan to this time around! So what are the must have essential items that I'm going to need?
Good, very absorbent breast pads!!! Once my milk came in, I leak SOOOO bad. Nursing bras make things much easier also.
Walmart sells it for sure. If you're not used to the flavor adding carnation milk is good.
Adding those to my list thanks @bentleysmomma
I thought I was all set when baby came but didn't think about what I would need for breastfeeding! I ended up having to get breast pads, nursing bras and tanks (best things ever) nipple cream, milk bags to store breast milk, a hand pump and an electric pump (-:
everyone is different but you will have enough to hold the baby when they come after that it just depends on your supply. I think Malta really works to bring in more and then some.
How long does milk supply take to come in ? @bigmommaflo
Malta mixed with carnation milk is a great way to bring in milk supply when you have the baby.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Thanks @klove2016