Well I was supposed to have my "husband" do my maternity pics today. Got all ready while he took his daughter back to her mom's and went to get a camera and now he's fucking around at "his dad's" (who knows if that's actually where he is) knowing it's going to rain at 2 so....yup no pictures for me. This was our last day to do them too. And even though he knew I wanted another baby after this one now he doesn't so I won't get another pregnancy to do pictures either....😭😭 I want a cigarette so fucking bad it's unbelievable...