Im getting more depressed every single day. I need my own place. I need to start school since he doesnt want me working, i need to do something, anything. i feel useless. i feel like im not contributing anything to anything and it truly is getting to me. i know he wants me to be a stay at home mom, but it doesnt feel right since we dont have our own home yet. its just getting under my skin and i dont even have friends that understand to talk to anymore. This shit sucks rn.
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I understand, I am living with my boyfriend and his mom, we plan on moving out next summer when we have more money. I quit my job when I got further into my pregnancy because I want to be the one who raises our baby not some stranger. Right now there not much I can do but wait and since the baby is not here I just feel useless. Depression is eating me alive. I plan on getting my ged further down the line so I can relate to that as well. But for now I have no license and no Job and nothing important to do with my days except be an incubator. But I am almost 36 weeks so I don't have to much more to go. But it's been hell waiting. Hoping this baby brings me purpose
keep yourself busy! I try to do majority of his stuff for him because he works but once your baby gets it will be different
oh I understand . you have too much going on with school , volunteer work and then a job ...
I can relate. we're on our second child and I wanna work or go to school so bad and he wants me to just take care of the kids. and I wanted to be in our own place before our second gets here and I'm due next week 😩 if you wanna talk you can message me 😊
@myramercado, its not that im not working because of him, im just taking ged classes right now & have to do volunteer work for state assistance so 8hrs a day is already consumed and i want to get my ged so i can start working on my degrees and id rather keep my baby at home and do online school that will end with me having my degrees than working towards nothing and forking out my whole paycheck for babysitting/daycare. its just the fact that were livingnwith his dad, we have no space & i feel like i dont do enough.
I understand mama! I go through that feeling as well
@alexdoe, @mazeyy09 @mommyoftwo35 ill just try and keep myself busy thanks for the advice!!