I just wish I could be a stay at home mom forever. I'm dreading going back to work in 4 weeks. Makes me so depressed inside. Hating the thought of someone raising my child most of her life. That's suppose to be my job. Praying for a different option some day soon.
I was in the same boat when I went back to work! It was not easy and I am still praying my husband and I can figure something out so I can stay home with her.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm so lucky my boyfriend makes enough that I don't gotta go back. I'm gonna start working again while he starts school. he's only 10onths so that will be awhile. but I completely understand bc I don't trust daycare at all. Thts why I'm staying home