Looking at my son and everything feels so surreal. It happened so fast I'm still processing it. I…

Looking at my son and everything feels so surreal. It happened so fast I'm still processing it. I can't believe he's mine and I actually did it with no meds, no tearing and in less than 3 hours. Besides my legs being a little sore , I feel great down there, I feel great overall and I keep touching my belly. I'm used to my big basketball. It all feels fake still!

But I'm so happy it's over with. I can't wait to get out of this fog though. I'm rambling on I know lol it's still fresh 😩