Looking at my son and everything feels so surreal. It happened so fast I'm still processing it. I can't believe he's…

Looking at my son and everything feels so surreal. It happened so fast I'm still processing it. I can't believe he's mine and I actually did it with no meds, no tearing and in less than 3 hours. Besides my legs being a little sore , I feel great down there, I feel great overall and I keep touching my belly. I'm used to my big basketball. It all feels fake still!

But I'm so happy it's over with. I can't wait to get out of this fog though. I'm rambling on I know lol it's still fresh 😩