@mimiz, thank you it means a lot

Same here but we will get the strength to do as we want in time

@mimiz, thank u.. I know she will just can't do for her right now like I want to

Ugh love in so sorry I KNOW what you're feeling im there been there you know I really do hope you find a way to get things together you know what I do block everyone out think about BABY the most important person to you rn mess I friking hate it I clean everyday sometimes I get so overwhelmed I have terrible thoughts I'm depressed and it sucks BUT I'm pushing forward for my daughter the money I get it I had to stop working at 21 weeks I've been so upset since then but that baby will brighten your world

I'm so overwhelmed

@mimiz, just life how things are going my boyfriend and not having money got fired at 6months pregnant then couldn't find another job my baby's gonna be here in a few days and it's like my bfs priorities are all fucked up.. my house is a mess I'm tired of cleaning and doing it all on my own but it won't get done if I don't do it like I'm going crazy it's so stressful I just want to cry and break things and smash things but that's not the answer or the grown thing to do idk anymore I'm happy I'm having her excited about her but at the same time it upsets me like is he gonna get his shit together or is he gonna keep making everything harder and making more work for me how am I gonna take care of the house two cats a baby myself and him my biggest fear is I'm gonna be cleaning and the cats are gonna get to her and be all up in her face or they are gonna see her moving and try and play with her and hurt her while he's at work or sleeping cause that's all he does then

Why mama