dose anyone have any advice for me so I'll just put this out here I cheated two years ago on my husband and he just now found out about it and is basicly pushing me away and won't even show me the time of day won't let me talk won't even allow me to talk about sex idk what to do because he's allowing our gf to do everything sexual and I can't do anything I'm pretty sure I'm gonna end up single but he is still thinking things though and confusing us both because he said that he didn't want to be with her and then turns around and messes with her let's her suck his dick and won't let me so idk what to do about it anymore I'm about to do what he wants and end it but I understand u fucked up but I just wish he would talk to me and now I have to spend every day wondering if he is gonna walk out on me and take my son or he's gonna stay he keeps saying that he dosent trust me which I understand also I just want to talk to him and he won't I even suggested marriage counseling and he ripped my head off and was like leave me alone and I'll talk when I'm ready but I can't take it no more he won't even give me money for my son for his formula and food and pull ups I'm at a lost anyone have any advice