this whole breastfeeding week thing has been so depressing. my whole pregnancy I dreamed (literally) about breast feeding my baby and when she was born and could not latch on to my inconveniently flat/inverted nipples I was devastated. so I pumped and pumped for what seemed like forever jammed into 2 weeks and I developed mastitis in my left breast which I later discovered that having inverted nipples can make it easier for this to happen. after my mastitis subsided my left breast made almost nothing and all I could pump out of both breasts combined was almost a whole ounce. I became very discouraged and depressed and gave up pumping. after about a month I decided to relactate taking fenugreek and pumping throughout the day . im making only 2 drops on each breast and it's been almost 3 weeks I'm having this overwhelming feeling of constant failure because my daughter is almost 3 months and always looking to my breast for food even though she's never eaten at my breast😔