I Need support. I have been so unmotivated and what I mean by that is not unmotivated with my pregnancy but my School ya'll. The Important witch is a High school Diploma. now I'm going to be Honest I have a 1.91 Current GPA and my program Completion is 79% and it is online school I' went back to get my diploma because I dropped out about a year ago.

As embarrassing as it sounds and some of you will probably think I'm a idiot but my husband paid $800 something dollars for me to go back to get my diploma and this was last year when he was sent out on a Deployment I didn't get it finished then when he was deployed i was hurt, I missed him, stayed on the verge all the time about what might happen a course I did do it but it wasn't finished like he wanted it to be; but here I am still with it in our lives I have not gotten it done yet and it's stupid of me. the biggest thing I was so focused on was License and each time I'd try to get them I'd fell it. I just have no drive what so ever to get this shit done this school it's boring I'd rather die then do it even when I only have 5 more courses to go. bunch of math precalcalus and two other different courses and it's through. idk yall now I'm Pregnant I'm between 10 to 11 weeks pregnant and i must find something in me to get this diploma done and get these licenses it's important and I am scared honestly if it wasn't for my husband I'd be in the shit Creek. I just feel like I have so much going on and I can't focus and it's been VERY hard for me to seat in front of that computer since I've found out I'm pregnant and sometimes me and my husband have words because of my stupidity of not doing my school!!!!! I guess I just need idk someone to tell me something witch I do know a baby changes people's lives