went and got a prenatal massage today. complete let down. I was so looking forward to the special table so I could finally lay on my stomach. and not to mention she didn't even rub my feet or my hands. and it was blazing hot!!! totally a wasted $85. next time I will call and ask questions.
Definitely good to call haha most places don't have those special table. You have to go to a stupid expensive EXPENSIVE place for those. The hands and feet is just an unfortunate choice in therapist. They should've put you with someone who had done it before. There are spots on your feet and hands that can induce labor so if the therapist is scared they probably won't touch there which is bs!! I'm sorry that was your experience :/
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
ehhh. lesson learned. do some research before a prenatal massage. haha