*RANT*
My whole pregnancy, my mom kept telling me that after I had the baby I wouldn't be able to do much. That she would watch her so I could sleep. That I could leave her there and go get a break whenever I needed. That she would watch her when I went back to work. The first week was awesome. I could leave her with mom to go get groceries. I could stay overnight at the hospital 8 days after having her when I hemorrhaged again without the baby and got to relax while her and my fiancee cleaned. Then less than 48 hours after I'm home from the hospital, the girl from before brings her almost 8 month old over because she wants to stay with her bf and doesn't wanna deal with it. We still have the baby. Almost 2 weeks now. And I am having to give MY child's bottles, formula, bubs, burp rags, clothes, even her pack and play so I now have no changing table and can't keep her bassinet out of the floor because the other child has the damn playpen they hook on! She hasn't watched my child for more than 30 mins. She doesn't help me. Hell she came and destroyed 3 days of work in the nursery organizing shit to find more of my baby's clothes to use on the other kid! The neighbors kid has became the new favorite daughter and now MY child is suffering because of it! We should have just stayed in nc and not come back 3 months ago!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
you should call her out!