Nervous breakdown , I miss carried the first time. Second time around was a miracle , oh how much my…

Nervous breakdown , I miss carried the first time. Second time around was a miracle , oh how much my heart and soul is attached to this baby , oh how I'm so excited that we have made it this far 34 to be 25 weeks tmm. I want nothing but love and comfort from my boyfriend and I have nothing . I never cried this much is my life . I'm so stressed out , just two days ago she tried coming and they stopped my contractions and I just can't idk anymore . I have no one , I just want to give her up .