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emily
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I really am starting to wonder if things will start getting better for me. I feel like I'm just…

I really am starting to wonder if things will start getting better for me. I feel like I'm just broken. PPD is no joke, especially when i struggled with depression before pregnancy. It's literally like I don't feel anything at all. I'm emotionless. And it breaks my heart that my own father refuses to even LOOK at my baby. He may have been a surprise but I'm in my 20's , been with the same person for 4 years...I don't understand it. I'm so sad all the time and so anxious I can barely function. I've started a couple different meds but they're not helping at all and my dad just makes comments about how I'm "nodding out" and saying that I must be "on something". But he thinks I'm on something other than what I'm prescribed. Guys, I'm legitimately a wreck right now & I apologize for the rant. How could he not even care about his first grandchild 😔

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threeandcounting

Nicole Matthews

someone who hasn't went through it won't understand it. my husbands grandmother tried to turn him against me telling him "nothing is wrong with her she just wants to be an ass and control you and everything else". this is the same woman who would kiss my ass to my face and tell me how she understood what I was going thru. I'm sorry your dad is acting that way. he will regret it in the long run. it's best to separate yourself from things like that... as hard as it may be.

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shannwoww83

Shannon

Мама троих детей

I'm surprised he isn't there more for given the circumstances I've been pretty depressed myself last couple of days but I'm sure nothing what you deal with, sitting home everyday and having no friend doesn't help me if you ever want to talk I'm here

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shananaginsx

Shannon 🌺💖

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Well you know what, ITS HIS LOSS to miss out on Oakleys life. You can't force someone to care, and one day he will wish he has this time back. Don't let it bother you so much because there is only so much you can do. Stay strong ❤️

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mrssanderson

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Things WILL get better! Unfortunately with any medication it's all trial & error, you just need to find what works for you. You're a wonderful mother so don't let anything your father says weigh on you because you know what you are & aren't doing. I think once you're able to have some space from your parents it'll be a lot easier for you to happy. text me if you need to talk! 💙

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emtackett

emily

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It just really sucks because I live at my parents house right now since we're saving money for another place to live. My parents just make me feel worthless and like I'm nothing, mostly because my older sister has always been a really good student, she was valedictorian and now has two masters degrees. I studied pre law in college but I got into a bad abusive relationship and it fucked me up so badly that I ended up dropping out when I was a junior in college. They don't like my boyfriend for whatever reason and I can't for the life of me understand why. He is the sweetest man I have ever met, cares about me more than anything in this world..he randomly tells me I'm beautiful and things like that...he has qualities that all girls want in a boyfriend. And now seeing him as a father is incredible. He's called off work the past few days because I've been crying in bed literally all day for days on end. All of my "friends" dropped off the map when I got pregnant so I have no one. Since baby was a surprise we aren't in the best place financially but we are working hard at it and I don't think having a bit of money troubles makes someone a bad person, but my mom and dad make me feel like shit every single day. @shann @shananaginsx @nicemmcha2015 I really appreciate the support from you ladies. You have no idea what it means to me to have someone, ANYONE show that they care

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shannwoww83

Shannon

Мама троих детей

no problem at all girl, i know you may have your troubles but know this you are a much better person/parent than your parents it sucks but knowing you are not like them should make you feel good, I can't believe for what ever reason they would treat you like you don't matter. I'm sure with everything your feeling and living with them is hard to talk about but once you move out def speak your mind even if it doesn't change the way they feel at least you know you tried then just don't bother with them I know it hurts. more or less I don't have a good relationship with my parents my dad was never there I met him for the first and only time at 15 my mom is a sczophrenic (sp) so I can't have a normal relationship with her so I've been on my own since 17 basically it socks but it's doable they will be the one to miss out, I don't know if it's possible for you to get a part time job when your bf is home so you can get out of the house and save up more money

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shananaginsx

Shannon 🌺💖

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Well you know I am always here for you!!!!! You can message me whenever or I can give you my number so you can text me whenever because I do care. You aren't alone. This is a hard time, but it will pass. Having a baby is hard at times and leads to other issues. Stay strong for Oakley and do what's best for you two. ❤️

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beezy_mcflyy

Beonka

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Don't worry about your dad...if he doesn't see the beauty in having his first born grandson around him then it's his loss. Like @Mrssanderson said, most medications are trial and error, but you have to try to look for the light at the end of the tunnel. Things will get better! Just push through all the negativity for you and for Oakley! I'm here if you ever need to talk 😊

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jace16landon21mommy

Ashley

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Don't ever hesitate to text me. Even if it's to say hi or rant. Everyone needs someone to lean on and listen to them. I used to have a friend that I would rant to but I just became nothing but an annoyance to her so I stopped talking to her. I'm just a text away girl!

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