Xochetsya dumat tolko o glavnom, a eto tvoe chudo-tvoy rebenok. On vnutri tebya. Takoy malenkiy komochek ogromnogo schastya. On tam sovsem ryadom, no ya ego eshe ne chuvstvuyu i daje ne znayu, kak on viglyadet. Devochka ili malchik. Sidish i gadaesh. A potom pro sebya- a kakaya raznica:) glavnoe chtob zdorovenkim bil. Pust luchshe tam spokoyno sidit i razvivaetsya. Ya podojdu.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Ya xochu bolshe devochku i menya toshnit po utram i inogda po vecheram. Na pervoy beremennosti tak ne bilo. No ne znayu. Boyus kak bi ne obidet rebenka. Ya ochen-ochen xochu malisha, kakoy bi pol ne bil. Poetomu-to imya eshe ne dayu.