i was definitely NOT supposed to make it to todays appointment she was supposed to be here by now, now i have to take…

Yeah 29 weeks is a BIG leap with my 24weeker my fiancé was a 27weeker and always says oh call my mom she went thru it with me or oh I was a 27weeker and I'm fine I finally snapped and said 24 and 27 is a BIG difference!! I lost it and trust me I know how bad back labor and labor it's self could be I was in heavy labor for 4straight days only thing the meds did was slow it down to where I could sleep for 2hours

im meant with the contractions and back labor I've had i didnt expect her to not be here before todays appt.. and i know ppl that have gone past 40 weeks and i had two preemie sisters (born at 29 weeks and 34 weeks) so i know it can definitely vary @preemiemommy22616

@preemiemommy22616 I couldn't imagine. @newmommy72816 I totally understand. My baby never would have come if I hadn't got induced.

Oh yes and I'm so blessed that she's made it thru but she's still not in the clear yet says the Drs but she's doing so great her lungs are holding her back and that's why they don't think she's in the clear,

im so not used to being confined to the house or not doing for myself 40 weeks is miserable and its not like im trying to self induce but "just letting it happen" isnt working and i dont want her to go into distress bc im stressing ya know @junesmommy_15

The only thing that bothered me was you saying you shouldn't be here and it just hit a very tender spot on me bc that's what I always said and still say, and June, she's blessed to have made it this far she's lucky and it's not really different amount of the weeks a lot of women don't make it that far wen they wish they could and @newmommy72816 I've met so many women who've made it to 40+5 some have even gone 2weeks past (my nabor ) I didn't take it as you was complaining either I just wanted you to see how lucky you are so enjoy it the best you can bc I know you're in a lot of pain and unable to do a lot of things, "like I said in my comment above" I wasn't trying to be rude at all hun

@preemiemommy22616 Glad your baby made it though. Some don't❤

@preemiemommy22616 She's 40 weeks though. I could see if she was 34 weeks or something. I know what you mean but it's different when you're 40 weeks! I went through the same girl so I know it's miserable.

@preemiemommy22616,

im sorry you have to go through that i cant say that i understand but i pray that everything will work out and im in no means complaining about my pregnancy its been blessed up until a week ago when i cant move without assistance, drive, or do anything by myself for being in so much pain im hunched over just trying to brush my teeth when im used to being so independent its only so much pain a person is able to tolerate before its unbearable and at 40+2 which no one i know has ever made it to i just want to be able to hold her and protect her from the outside because its not good for either of us if i start stressing because I haven't had her yet

I'm not trying to be rude or mean but be greatful!! I personally would kill to be in your shoes!! I delivered at 24weeks I've cried so many times thinking she shouldn't be here right now she should be inside of me I shouldn't be having her birthday 3 1/2months before she was supposed to be born I shouldn't have to worry about my daughter living or not. I shouldn't have to be going thru this I didn't get to hold or see my child right after birth instead she was taken to the Nicu and I couldn't see her for a hour no updates no nothing. You're so lucky to have made it this far and I know it's hard to see between the pain and the constant uncomfortableness but you're so blessed and so lucky you just don't know how. I've yet to see my daughter without tubes or lines on her or on her face she's about to be 6months but instead of doing what a 5 1/2monrh old baby does, she only does what a 7week old baby does. I for the longest coundnt pick her up without a nurse or had to stay up all night thinking she wouldn't make it thru you're so blessed and lucky so enjoy these moments to the best you can! Bc you're living a dream I never got the chance to even coming close to along with so many other micro preemie mommas

Ahhh sorry!!! And

@snb1121 You accidentally posted on the wrong post😂