my 1 year old is being terrible & making it so difficult on me since I brought my son home. I just…

my 1 year old is being terrible & making it so difficult on me since I brought my son home. I just feel like ripping my hair out right now and just breaking down and crying. I wish my doctor didn't just push my feelings aside and not even consider it being depression. I just want to lock myself in a room and blat.😭😭😭