Well had my 38 week appointment today, she asked if I wanted checked and membranes swiped. No progress from last week, still barely 1 cm If that. I said yes to the sweep, just to try...it was too painful for me, so I made her stop...I don't want to have to do it next week...I can opt out right? Doesn't seem like it really works unless your body/baby are ready, especially for FTM. Experiences?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Also you are 100% correct about your body needing to be ready. Aside from trauma or some organic defect, nothing will put a woman into labor before her body is prepared for that work.