Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
So impatient. Really want to find out what I'm having. I'm 13 weeks + 2 days. Is it too early to find out?
20 weeks today !! Yay to halfway !! I feel like scarlette is starting to really grow and poke out more now !! I'm excited about that ! This is a big difference than my 19 week belly pic !!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I am FREAKING out. I told my therapist I smoke marijuana to help with morning sickness, and she reported me to her supervisor. They referred me to their drug clinic on the 11th, and I'm so nervous because when they drug test me and if it's positive, I already have an ACS case and they will report me to my worker. My friend suggested Niacin, 500mg twice a day for two weeks, but I'm nervous if it's safe for the baby. I'm going to drink a gallon of water a day and try to ingest vinegar....ladies I'm so nervous, if I show up positive I will lose BOTH my kids. My therapist betrayed my trust. Is there anything you guys can suggest to get this out of my system within a week or two? I'm going to go crazy!!!!
Steph·
Мама дочки (3 года), беременна (11 нед.)
lol I just read the post before this and it seems like Fate was listening! Don't be scared, though! Just take everything in strides; one day at a time. You guys will figure it out :)
Tiffany·
Мама четверых детей
I wanted to get pregnant soon lol now I'm scared! my csection isn't all the way healed.