So according to the Internet I'm having a heart attack. I have almost every symptom of it and I'm so tempted to go get checked but I'm so tired of going and it being nothing or no big deal. It's also hard to go with a baby, yes my boyfriend would help but it's still really hard..
The Internet told me the same thing. just turned out to be gas and wasted 200 bucks for a er visit
Try laying down and listening to soothing music or taking a bath or shower. Do something calming. It could be an anxiety attack which could feel very similar. I would call the ER though and ask. They could tell you if it's a good idea to come in or not.
Paternity leave
How long are your husbands or SO getting off for paternity leave? My husband is only getting 1 week off. Then he leaves again. He works in the oilfields so he's always gone. I'm so upset it can't be longer. I'm more than likely having another c-section so it's going to be hard recovering plus handling a newborn and two year old. Makes me sad ?

This really hit home. It's kinda hard to read but so true. Word for word what I'm going through.
So tomorrow I find out what I'm having but I'm not so anxious anymore because I'm scared they are going to tell me "it's a boy" 😔
I hate water so so much, I'm having such a hard time drinking as much as possible 😥
omg I'm so excited to be induced tomorrow!!!! it's going to be hard to sleep t
Lay down put your feet up and relax. Take deep breaths and count to 100. The internet isn't always the best place to go to. I've googled so many things I should be a zombie or dead lol. I have heart problems so I get how scary it is but just try to stay calm. Best of luck.