this is a post from Facebook PLEASE momma read this.

Jamie Nicole Shears

On June 9, 2016 we had to bring Axel into the Emergency Room because he had been excessively crying since 3:30 in the morning. I (mom) had done the same routine as i did every night got up at 3am made a 3ounce bottle (little bottle because he wasn't eating much anyhow) he would eat a whole 3ounce at night though when i got up with him but this night he would only eat a ounce or so. I then changed his diaper and put him back in his bed that was about 3:30/3:35 a.m. Gave him his binky and he fussed at first but then took it and closed his eyes. So i went potty & checked on him again before laying back down & he was content. About 10 minutes later he became fussy and crying & nothing would comfort him. Daddy tried for a good hour to get him to calm down, but he handed him to me (mommy) so he could try to get some rest because he had to work early in the morning. Axel continued to cry, scream, fuss & just be miserable until about 6 a.m. I FINALLY got him to go to sleep holding him snugged to my chest so i stayed awake and watched my baby finally get some rest. Daddy got up at about 7/7:30 a.m to get up for work & when he did he wanted Axel so we switched him off as we did Axel screamed. ((& know every time we would move Axel or if we even barely messed with him he would scream)). Axel had a fever of 100.3 but it went back down to normal about a half hour after me putting a cool rag on his head...We had tried everything to sooth Axel before going into the ER. We tried gas drops because maybe a stomach ache..nope..tried burping him multiple times..rocking him..swaddling..gave him a bath..NOTHING HELPED..he continued to scream besides maybe 1minute intervals of him TRYING to sleep but he couldn't. So about 12:30 in the afternoon we said enough was enough we felt so bad for our baby boy (it wasn't about being irritated with him screaming, we hated to see him like that knowing SOMETHING hurt) we took him into Helen DeVos children's hospital. ((he continued to scream during everything!)) I (mommy) had my arm under Axels head while he laid on the hospital bed & he went COMPLETELY blue on me & stopped breathing. He wasn't breathing very well either after getting to the hospital he was grunting while breathing which meant he was struggling to breathe. They did multiple blood tests & IVs & spinal tap. They admitted him after about 6 or 7 hours in the ER. after all said and done they found out he had a bacterial infection in his blood that went to his spinal fluid which led to his brain, causing multiple mini strokes which led to multiple seizures as well. The infection is called Cronobacter Sakazakii. He got this infection from the infant powdered formula we had been feeding him (Enfamil Gentlease), the formula was contaminated!!! This infection comes along with meningitis & sepsis. Axel was in critical condition & on life support because he couldn't breathe on his own. After MRI results we found out all four parts of his brain (left & right front & back) where affected severely. After a second MRI it showed that even the bottom part of his brain was affected. Meaning he wouldn't have been able to do anything at all down to even smiling & seeing. & that was only if he made it through coming off life support. Also him have up to 50 seizures a day lasting from 10 seconds to 100 seconds long. After having a meeting with every single doctor & family member, & with the doctors telling us Axel wouldn't have a chance at life we made the very hard and heartbreaking decision to take him off the life support & pray for a miracle. After mom & dad talking to the doctors multiple times after the meeting & seeing our baby boy still struggle & suffer we decided it was time. They took him off life support around 3 or 4 in the morning on June 18. He fought SO HARD...SO HARD..but his little body just couldn't do it anymore. He passed 3 times but coming back each time to give us just a few more breaths but then at 11:35 a.m he took his last breath & went to be with the Lord...HE WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE OUR MIRACLE BOY & IS NOW A CHILD OF GOD!!! R.I.P AXEL BURNETT SHEARS ....WE LOVE LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!!!!!!

Our little boy was only 27 days old, buried at exactly one month old.