I just need to rant tonight I've been dealing with child services since last November... my husband and I lost physical…

I just need to rant tonight I've been dealing with child services since last November... my husband and I lost physical custody of our kids due to conditions of the house which is so embarrassing to admit. before that happened we were separated and I met someone amazing! but we have to keep it quiet because of everything going on ugh then when it was time for my kids to come home my husband got jealous of the situation and called family services and told them I physically abused him and to top it off new love and I are expecting a baby I'm so mentally drained I really am over things