I'm fine 99% of the day until that 1% does hit. God I miss my husband 😪 he was supposed to be here…

I'm fine 99% of the day until that 1% does hit. God I miss my husband 😪 he was supposed to be here packing Messiah's hospital bag and putting up Messiah's bed and stuff. This separation is really getting to me but it's what has to be done. I just wish things could be different or things could have happened at a different time 😪